Hello my dearest readers .This few days im not happy actually . I want to be happy . I want to smiles . i dont want to pretend anymore. But i just hard to get back the feeling like last time . I dunno why . Can somebody tell me why ? Imma such a failure. And when i received your message , the first thing is my mood will suddenly turn down , even talking or sms with you is also like so damn angry . I just cant control . So i choose to dont pick up your call last night . Forgive me . I dunno I can continue be with you anot , i just cant control somehow . Or maybe the feeling is already disappear. You will just keep saying want me to be happy , but you didnt think of others . I admit that i indisposition to confront this problem between you and me . But i know i cant do that , i must face to it . I cried a few times . This time i really cried . I hope the time can return back to childhood , if can how good it is ? You can imagine a baby girl or boy no need to do anything , they just do what on what they like , and parents will treat them good . But Im already growth up , for sure that i must be mature , cant be childish anymore . And must resolve all the problem by ownself . Now what i needed is time , time really can prove everything ? Hope this is real . Update till here , and to my readers , you can skip this post if you want . (: thanks for visiting . thanks lots . update moree soon . ciaoz .
To someone , sorry and please forgive me . ignore my chidishness and also ignore my arguement . thats all i can say .
w/loves , gohjyeyee . xoxo
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